YOZ! (:

received coursework part B today.. gosh, time's really running short. but when i received the quest, i cant help but smile. =P not that its easy or what, but at least... it's not vege. ROFL.

had our first lesson with mr jonathan lim, he intro the 3Ts and the lesson's so far so alright. the only prob is he's speaking a little too soft. =,= he let us watch a video as "reward" (idontknow for what) :DD literature was alright bah.. chemistry is fine too and we even had a few mins early recess, just because we proved that we can remain quiet for one minute. =.=^ to say the truth, i dont know what's it all abt with these alkanes, alkenes, alcohol&dont know what acid. the structural formular... is driving me crazy! zZzZ.

MT was alll abt oral. i paid 100% full attention lar, and i think i did benefit from it. =) but i'm feeeling so damn pressurised from all the expectations.. everyday i'm asking myself, what if i let everyone who think highly of me down? what if, i didnt do well? and i really really wants to ace thru it. haiz. =(
hopefully, things turned out the way i hope? ^__^ GOGOGO elaine! [:
eng was alright and i finished my work-fast. :DD

after sch we had F&N stars. we were late =.= which is very wth. the teacher talk so damn fast and i had a hard time trying to catch up with her pace plus she scrolled offf so damn fast. :@ den it's home sweet home. =D

GOODLUCK everyone for tmr's oral. =)

what's up with all these looking on&what's wrong with ---? ireallydontknow why all these damn things are happening now, at this point of time. idontknow idontknow idontknow i hate all these feeelings and yet, i can do nothing. i felt so damn troubled since the holidays and i kept telling myself not to think, not to think and now. everything's just so stuck and idontknow what's wrong with me anymore. please dont ask me why am i feeeling like this. i really dontknow!!!!!!!!!! i just got to let it out.

random thoughts

我开始害怕 开始不知道自己还有多少的信心来面对种种的压力 心理的恐惧不断的困扰着我 我又能做些什么？？
我知道自己的能力有限 所以一直不断地想进步 但为什么每一次当我想认真时 都会遇到阻碍？ 我好想证明给那些看不起我的人看 证明给自己看 我做得到 但真的好难啊！！！！！